..:: CRUSH ::..

You know everything that I'm afraid of
You do everything i wish i did
Everybody wants you, everybody loves you

I know i should tell you how i feel
I wish everyone would disappear
Every time time you call me, I'm too scared to be me
And I'm too shy to say

Ooh, I got a crush on you
I hope you feel the way that i do
I get a rush
When I'm with you
Ooh, I've got a crush on you
A crush on you

You know, I'm the one that you can talk to
And sometimes you tell me thing that i don't want to know
I just want to hold you
And you say exactly how you feel about her
And I wonder, could you ever think of me that way

Ooh, I got a crush on you
I hope you feel the way that i do
I get a rush
When I'm with you
Ooh, I've got a crush on you
A crush on you

Ooh, I wish i could tell somebody
But there's no one to talk to, nobody knows
I've got a crush on you
A crush on you, I got a crush

You say everything that no one says
But i feel everything that you're afraid to feel
I will always want you, I will always love you
I've got a crush...

arini mencube resepi baru ..ROTI GULUNG and OREO CHEESE CAKE..yummy!! irresistible bak kate my lil sis Nini..bley la amik resepi seterusnye dr Kak K.U..CHOC MUD CAKE...sluuurrp!

This evening suddenly something reminds me to someone..we are meant not to be in love..but i cannot forget how i met him for the 1st time..(^_^) actually, we've been talking to the phone for few times..he never used his hp..i never have his hp number until today..i cant forget how i met hime for the 1 st time (^_^) it was a funny story..muahahaha...

..:: Kawen..Kawen..Kawen ::..

well, every weekend for this month mesti ade jemputan kawen.. two of the wedding, i've been the brides maid! org kate, nnti lambat kawen =( hope it's not true..

i think the best moment of wedding is during the "akad nikah". we're counting the time to be someone's wife..until everybody says "Sah!"..u r now husband and wife!!! aaarrghh...when that moment is going to be mine??! im patiently waiting and waiting until the day is come..

each wedding yang i attend, mesti ade org tanye, "Ima bile lagi?"..sigh =( huhu..i wish i could answer like this "insyaAllah, tak lama lagi.." but, everytime people asking me that question, all i can do is answering "Tak tahu la...still question mark! tunggu je la jemputan dr ima nnti.."

sometimes i feel tired to think about this..banyak sangat dugaan in my love life...it's not bcoz of im too choosy..but this is what it called FATE..sabar menghadapi dugaan..hopefully, with God wills, i will find somebody who i can share my life with..who can accept me as the way i am..and who is willing to love my family as much as he loves me...Ameen!

Cerite-cerite Kawen sumer ade disini -->> http://imashanaz.fotopages.com

..:: Long..long journey ::..

akhirnye niatku untuk ke Terengganu tercapai juge..i ikut my parent balik Setiu..then the next day baru gi wedding Sue.. wut a long long journey..huhu..so tired..i took about 6 hours to reach Setiu..plus, raining all the way from Ipoh to Setiu..huwaaa....

Banjir???? Alhamdulillah, sepanjang jalan yg ktorg lalu xde pun yang banjir..except in Kuala Krai..umah2 yang tanah rendah sumer dinaiki air..jalan alhamdulillah x kena..sorry xsempar snap photo coz it was raining + malam gelap la...

BANJIR

Huhu...im sooooo sad=p i wanted so bad to go to Terengganu tomorrow..reason?

1) my housemate's wedding..
2) i want to meet someone..
3) vacation with my family..

so now..i have to cancel all the plan..=( huhu harap2 the flood surut la tomorrow..i still wanna go..i've been planning all these sincce last week..but suddenly, huahuahuah..nak wat cane..=(

Yesterday, i was soooo tired! balik keje trus tido...then, kol7 bangun tgk spa-Q..haha now rase suke la pulak layan spa-Q..emm sambil2 tu makan ais krim..dah gi kursus Fitness pon, lagi menjadi2 addicted to ice cream nih..everyday i must take a mug of ice-cream..cube kire how much calorie i get everyday..huhu...malam makan megi je smbil chatting...hehe gumbira(^_^)

baru je nak masuk tido..dpt sms kat hp maxis "oo cik ima mengumpat saya ye td?" pelik..student mane pulak yang tau my maxis number..i replied "sape plak ni?" haha rupenye Abg Hazar...ehemmm...banyak jugak ktorg bersms...terlerai sudah masalah yg menimpe mereke2 ini..haha...mereka2 ini saje yang tahu...=)

every night tido kol1230pm ke atas..Gosh! luckily this week is a hectic week!!so, tak ngantuk sangat mase keje..this weekend i must make sure i get enough sleep...haha..(^_^)

my bestfriend got a baby boy!!

Message from him -->>

Assalamualaikum,

nak bitau smlm Alhamdulillah anak sulung aku selamat dilahirkan.. .pukul 12.12 tghari waktu german (7.12mlm mesia)...kalo nak tgk gambar...ada kat prenster..nanti bile aku dah upload kat fotopages..aku kasik link key...tu jek....salam semua...

Abah Muhammad Adam.....





cant wait to see you,adam...mesti comei mcm ur parent juge..Congrats to ur parent..syux and has!! syux, u got a baby boy buddy...bley la main bola same2 nanti =p Congrats!!

--from Aunty Ima-- (^_^)

Azril & Hanan

waa wedding lagikk... sek menengah plak kali ni...Azril Hanif dan pasangannye Hanan...dengar citer, cintan cintun dr zaman sekolah lagi...si Azril ni punye la admire si Hanan ni ...akhirnye sampai juga ke jinjang pelamin...Congratulations!!!

yang datang..me, Baa & Pyob, Peng & wife, Azhar & wife and Azimah...simple wedding tp ramai jemputan yg hadir...mungkin Azril ni glamour kot...hehe...

anyway, "semoge berbahagia hingga ke hujung nyawa"..

sampai masa nanti, aku juge akan menjadi seperti mereka ini..haha

Bestfriend vs Boyfriend

On the way to my office...Hotfm cerite hangit is really interesting.. Besfriend vs Boyfriend..
i was in that kind of situation before..so i understand some of the callers saying that once they have become bestfriend..there's no way they can be a couple..i agreed.. yes, im not denying that i have special feelings to my bestfriend..we've tried to be a couple like any other couples but...may be becoz we're too closed...it was like, there's nothing special rather than jez being a bestfriend..

my bestfriend..he's now in Germany..married..and his wife is now almost on her due to get their first baby..till today, we're still frenz..but not as closed as we were before..i have to respect him and his wife..they already got their own life ..their own family of course they need some privacy..

but some of the callers, having an opposite sex bestfriend is not good...ade yang hampir cerai berai..dan ade yang terpakse terima kawan baik pasangan yang slalu mengganggu their life routine..kekadang rase tak sangka pulak smpai ade yang jd mcm nie..nauzubillah..

ingat lagi kate2 seorang kakak tu..dia bercakap smbil menangis teresak-esak

"saya nak berpesan kepada perempuan di luar sana, kalo nak mencari pasangan, carilah pasangan yang belum dipunyai oleh sesiapa.."

my dear bestfriend,
"If you're happen to read this, i just wanna thank you for being such a good friend to me..you've been a shoulder for me to cry on..alwaysss =p I wish we could be like we were in school before..but, that's not gonna happen..but I really appreciate that even we're far apart, you still got time to listen to my unnecessary stories and so on...hahaha thanx babe!"

Cooking Day..(^_^)

"chef Ima Shanaz in the kitchen???!!" no one believes it!

aliff : "Long, ko watpe ni?" (bila dia tgk along dia sibuk memotong kt dapo)

me: "Masak la.."

aliff : "Kamu nak masak !!! =p sape nak makan kamu masak=p"

me: (kecik ati dengar kate2 tue..tp aku selambe je jawab) "ko taknak makan xpe..along makan sorg je =p"

kebetulan today nini pon balik from KL..her bus is on 1pm..so she will be arrived around 3pm..just nice..i hbs memasak..then we can have lunch together..i called her last night..telling her that i want to cook tomorrow..nini said "wut?? ko nak masak??ko nak masak pe?" me jawab "tomyam" hahaha nini laughing.."takpela, ko masak la...nnti nini rase..=p"

sumer kate2 tu menyebabkan aku rase lagi semangat nak masak...i want to prove to them that i can cook...=p

haha guess wut?? menjadi jugak la tomyam tue..nini siap puji lagik "long, ko masak tomyam kalah tomyam mama!" sejuk ati dengar..ekeke..

so that's my second recipe..wut's next??

Wedding Ana & Akmal

Baru je minggu lepas pegi wedding...this week, again...wedding lagi...my skoolmate mase sek rendah dulu...we used to be a good frenz..but since i moved to ipoh...we lost contact about a couple years..then, here we are..still frenz till today..hope we'll be frenzs forever...

wut a nice, simple wedding...i like the "pelamin"..may be bcoz the sportlight...nampak bseri & gmbar tangkap pon cantik... she's married to an engineer..they're working together actually..n thats how they met each other..how sweetttt..they're meant to be together..right??

to ana & akmal.."semoga berbahagia hingga ke hujung nyawa"...(i think i've used this sentence to almost all weddings =p)