When i dont call you
[ Its because im waiting for you to
call me ]
When i walk away from you mad
[ Follow me ]
When i stare at your mouth
[ Kiss me ]
When i push you or hit you
[ Grab me and dont let go ]
When i start cussing at you
[ Kiss me and tell me you love me]
When im quiet
[ Ask me whats wrong/Or mess with me. ]
When i ignore you
[ Give me your attention ]
When i pull away
[ Pull me back ]
When you see me at my worst
[ Tell me im beautiful ]
When you see me start crying
[ Hold me and tell me everything will
be alright ]
When you see me walking
[ Sneak up and hug my waist from
behind ]
When im scared
[ Protect me ]
When i lay my head on your shoulder
[ Tilt my head up and kiss me ]
When i tease you
[ Tease me back and make me laugh ]
When i dont answer for a long time
[ reassure me that everything is okay ]
When i look at you with doubt
[ Back yourself up ]
When i say that i like you
[ I really do more than you could
understand ]
When i grab at your hands
[ Hold mine and play with my fingers ]
When i bump into you
[ bump into me back and make me laugh ]
When i tell you a secret
[ keep it safe and untold ]
When i look at you in your eyes
[ dont look away until i do ]
When i miss you
[ im hurting inside ]
When you break my heart
[the pain never really goes away ]
When i say its over
[ i still want you to be mine ]
When i repost this bulletin
[ i want you to read it ]
Sunday, February 3, 2008
Saturday, February 2, 2008
..:: I Learn Everytime I Bleed ..::
huhu..lately, hati sungguh byk terluke..y i have to face all these?sgt sedey..dlm sibuk2 nk dapatkan segulung master, kenape asyik rase sedey je?i need someone beside me..i need to be loved..i need someone to encourage me...i miss someone so much!!! hanya Tuhan je yang tahu how much i miss him! im not that strong..sigh..deep down my heart, i still hope masih ade jalan for us to get together..ameen! i thot my heart has changed..but, it's obviously shows..no one can ever replace you...
i wish i could dedicate this song to him..but................................................. =(
Alicia Keys -NO ONE
I just want you close
where you can stay forever
you can be sure
that it will only get better
You and me together, Through the days and nights
I don't worry cause, everything gonna be alright
People keep talking, they can say what they like
but all I know is everything's gonna be alright.
No one, no one, no one,
can get in the way of what I'm feeling
No one, no one, no one
can get in the way of what I feel for you
you, you,
can get it the way of what I feel for you.
When the rain is pouring down
and my heart is hurting
you will always be around
this I know, for certain
you and me together, through the days and nights
I don't worry cause, every things gonna be alright
People keep talking, they can say what they like
but all I know is that every things gonna be alright.
No one, no one, no one,
can get in the way of what I'm feeling
No one, no one, no one
can get in the way of what I feel for you
you, you,
can get it the way of what I feel for you.
I know some people search the world
to Find , something like what we have
I know people will try, try to define something so real
so till the end of time I'm telling you that no one
No one,no none
can get in the way of what I'm feeling
No one,no one,no one
can get in the way of what I feel for you
I just want you close
where you can stay forever
you can be sure
that it will only get better
You and me together, Through the days and nights
I don't worry cause, everything gonna be alright
People keep talking, they can say what they like
but all I know is everything's gonna be alright.
No one, no one, no one,
can get in the way of what I'm feeling
No one, no one, no one
can get in the way of what I feel for you
you, you,
can get it the way of what I feel for you.
When the rain is pouring down
and my heart is hurting
you will always be around
this I know, for certain
you and me together, through the days and nights
I don't worry cause, every things gonna be alright
People keep talking, they can say what they like
but all I know is that every things gonna be alright.
No one, no one, no one,
can get in the way of what I'm feeling
No one, no one, no one
can get in the way of what I feel for you
you, you,
can get it the way of what I feel for you.
I know some people search the world
to Find , something like what we have
I know people will try, try to define something so real
so till the end of time I'm telling you that no one
No one,no none
can get in the way of what I'm feeling
No one,no one,no one
can get in the way of what I feel for you
Part of my heart telling me ..life must go on! Dont look behind! Be strong gurl..insyaAllah, there will be a way where you and someone will live happily ever after..ameen! Entahla..so far, aku rase aku tak mampu nk tempuh dugaan dlm my love life. Nape aku tgk org lain senang je nak bahagia? is it my fault? am i too fussy & choosy? i dont think so..semua orang berhak memilih..coz marriage is all about sharing..marriage is for ever..aku tak sanggup berkongsi hidup dengan org yg aku xde secebis pon rase sayang pd dia..if i meant to live with someone, biar la org itu aku syg seadanya dia..bukan krn tpakse or dipakse..God! help me!
Tattoo
by Jordin Sparks
Oh, oh, oh
No matter what you say about love
I keep coming back for more
Keep my hand in the fire
Sooner or later, I'll get what I'm asking for
No matter what you say about life
I learn every time I bleed
That truth is a stranger
Soul is in danger, I gotta let my spirit be free
To admit that I'm wrong
And then change my mind
Sorry but I have to move on
And leave you behind
[Chorus]
I can't waste time so give it a moment
I realize, nothing's broken
No need to worry 'bout everything I've done
Live every second like it was my last one
Don't look back at a new direction
I loved you once, needed protection
You're still a part of everything I do
You're on my heart just like a tattoo
(Just like a tattoo, I'll always have you
I'll always have you, I'll always have you)
I'm sick of playing all of these games
It's not about taking sides
When I looked in the mirror, didn't deliver
It hurt enough to think that I could
Stop, admit that I'm wrong
And then change my mind
Sorry but I gotta be strong
And leave you behind
[Chorus]
(Just like a tattoo, I'll always have you
I'll always have you)
[Bridge]
If I live every moment
Won't change any moment
Still a part of me and you
I will never regret you
Still the memory of you
Marks everything i do
[Chorus x2]
Just like a tattoo
I'll always have you
by Jordin Sparks
Oh, oh, oh
No matter what you say about love
I keep coming back for more
Keep my hand in the fire
Sooner or later, I'll get what I'm asking for
No matter what you say about life
I learn every time I bleed
That truth is a stranger
Soul is in danger, I gotta let my spirit be free
To admit that I'm wrong
And then change my mind
Sorry but I have to move on
And leave you behind
[Chorus]
I can't waste time so give it a moment
I realize, nothing's broken
No need to worry 'bout everything I've done
Live every second like it was my last one
Don't look back at a new direction
I loved you once, needed protection
You're still a part of everything I do
You're on my heart just like a tattoo
(Just like a tattoo, I'll always have you
I'll always have you, I'll always have you)
I'm sick of playing all of these games
It's not about taking sides
When I looked in the mirror, didn't deliver
It hurt enough to think that I could
Stop, admit that I'm wrong
And then change my mind
Sorry but I gotta be strong
And leave you behind
[Chorus]
(Just like a tattoo, I'll always have you
I'll always have you)
[Bridge]
If I live every moment
Won't change any moment
Still a part of me and you
I will never regret you
Still the memory of you
Marks everything i do
[Chorus x2]
Just like a tattoo
I'll always have you
Kekadang teringin nak jadi seorang yang amat degil dan mau peduli je ngn ape orang kate..tp hati aku ni tlalu baik..slalu mengingatkan aku yg sumer tu tak betul..tak baik..huhu... "jgn ikut perasaan..nnti binasa!" mungkin benar la kot kata-kata org tua ni..huwaaa...i need him so badly!!!!
Tesis! oh Tesis!
these few months, i'll be bz doing my thesis..huhu...last week on Thursday, baru je submit proposal...betul ke salah xtau la..then i went to see my SV...byk jugak info/softwares and journals dia bagi..my SV mmg sporting!caya laaa!!..so, dia pon da kasi green light suh wat project..hopefully, i bley buat sumer all by myself..huwaa sgt xsabar nk dapat segulung master..da penat rasenye blaja sambil keje ni...
bilik ku yg serabut dgn kertas sane sini...sumer tu kene bace tau!first thing first, i kene amik PC dulu from Shafiq (my lil bro) pinjam jap eh fiq..jez for 5 months..u shud thank me for that coz im gonna upgrade ur pc..huhu byk nk kene upgrade -->> ram, graphic card, processor..hopefully, i can optimize it to the max! kalo xrugi la upgrade kn? raye cina ni baru nak gi amik pc kt KL...huhu im going to KL! hurray!(y am i so happy??!)
Tuesday, January 22, 2008
Budak Histeria!!!
Huhu arini saya sangat malassss!!! Lepas kelas kol 11, saya mengadap laptop buat grafik smpai la lunch..After lunch, ngdap laptop lagi utk update blog & fotopages..petang ol 4 ade meeting untuk kenduri Syam..
Syam was one of the lecturers kt sini.. last year bulan 6, he got a better offer utk jd Penolong Pengurus (like his father) kt Menara Rebung TM..bhgian TM Global kalo xsilap.. Ahad ni dia nak kawen..wat kt Dewan Rumpun Seri, MMC (Taiping) and the best thing is, ktorg satu kolej ni bergotong - royong untuk kenduri dia..memasak, basuh pinggan, buat air, jaga hidangan, kemas meja, lap meja n mcm2 la...bertuah Syam kan dapat kwn2 mcm ktorg!
Tetibe ptg td mase nk turun meeting, ade budak kene histeria..menjerit-jerit kat Education..saya turun tgk..huhu takut =( coz teringat kat sekolah asrama dulu..kalo kes2 mcm ni takut berjangkit plak..nnti kite plak histeria..diorg tanye saya, cane ubat org mcm ni?? (just bcoz i skolah agama..huhu) saya mane la reti bab2 ni..experience mmg pernah ade..but experience tgk jer la..nak ngubat, saya tak berani coz saya pon pengecut orangnye ...
okla, ni dok dengar budak tu jerit lagi.. =( nak gi tgk sat!
Syam was one of the lecturers kt sini.. last year bulan 6, he got a better offer utk jd Penolong Pengurus (like his father) kt Menara Rebung TM..bhgian TM Global kalo xsilap.. Ahad ni dia nak kawen..wat kt Dewan Rumpun Seri, MMC (Taiping) and the best thing is, ktorg satu kolej ni bergotong - royong untuk kenduri dia..memasak, basuh pinggan, buat air, jaga hidangan, kemas meja, lap meja n mcm2 la...bertuah Syam kan dapat kwn2 mcm ktorg!
Tetibe ptg td mase nk turun meeting, ade budak kene histeria..menjerit-jerit kat Education..saya turun tgk..huhu takut =( coz teringat kat sekolah asrama dulu..kalo kes2 mcm ni takut berjangkit plak..nnti kite plak histeria..diorg tanye saya, cane ubat org mcm ni?? (just bcoz i skolah agama..huhu) saya mane la reti bab2 ni..experience mmg pernah ade..but experience tgk jer la..nak ngubat, saya tak berani coz saya pon pengecut orangnye ...
okla, ni dok dengar budak tu jerit lagi.. =( nak gi tgk sat!
Sunday, January 20, 2008
main masak-masak
budak ni nama dia Farisya..anak jiran sebelah umah.. dan anak jiran ofismate (En.Shuhaimi) huhu...dia suke datang umah n ajak mewarne, membace n mengira ngn dia..layan jer la..da lame xde adik kecik..huhu..
yang paling klakaw..dia ajak aku main "Masak-masak!"....dia jadi mak..n aku jadi kakak...ekekeke...nak tergelak pon ade..aku pon berlakon jer la jadi kakak...huhu teringat dulu mase kecik2...slalu gak main masak2 ngn adik n kezen ;-)
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